Friday, June 20, 2008

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SHE:

Today I saw him in the food court. He was there with two girls and was chatting, laughing, cracking jokes.

He seemed to enjoy the company. Is he also a typical boy who just wants to have as many girls around him as possible?

Is he a typical flirt? Does he want me also to get included in that group for showcasing?Probably the two girls were just good friends of him. At least I hope so.

Please god please let those be his sisters or just friends, nothing else.

HE:

Since that evening thing has happened, I have left staring at her. I don’t know but some inner voice is telling me to keep away.I am not a street walking beggar to be treated like this. She might consider herself whatever she might think of. She is beautiful, indeed, but that doesn’t mean she can insult me like that. I have sward not to look at her again anymore and just to avoid her looks.But I can’t stay like this. I just like her and want to be with her. She has committed a mistake, but wasn’t that a bit natural?

She doesn’t like me and doesn’t want to encourage my feelings about her. Simple isn’t it? That’s it. A complete halt for my feelings and my dreams, but I don’t think I can manage not to have even a look at her.

Will I be able to do it? There is some saying, ‘Oh god, change the situation around me to favor me. At least give me the strength to change it. If I can’t change it, at

least give me the strength to bear it.’ Oh God, please listen to me.

GOD:

You don’t remember me when you are happy or contempt do you?

When there is a problem or a really difficult situation, then you start remembering me or praising me don’t you?

I still won’t interfere here. My world is a complex entity with each and every thing or event properly planned for some specific future as well as past reason.

Why should I interfere and break the balance of all these systems myself?

To be continued...

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